Solitude

I have struggled with anxiety and depression since I began high school. It might have been earlier than that. I was what you considered a wallflower throughout most of elementary, middle and my freshman year of high school. Even now I still struggle with these things as a young adult and I am still learning and trying to understand how my mind works. One thing I do know is that whenever I do tend to feel down, anxious I tend to isolate myself. I never want to be a burden for others to deal so I keep it to myself. Sometimes my mind just wants me to be alone. I can’t even count the number of times my friends wanted to hangout and they did but I was not there because my mind said otherwise. It's very hard for me to motivate myself to get out of that state of mind. Most of the time someone has to do that for me. This series of images is what I imagine how I would act if I had completely lost my sanity and isolated myself. Trapped within my own mind. I become what I fear the most in these images.